my one worry

Im really tired, and even though he broke my heart i stay up all night waiting just so i can talk to him for an hour or two... and i wait till the very end of our converstaion, because after he broke up with me and then told me he still loves me, he only ever says it as good-bye. I love when he tells me goodnight... I love talking to him too because he makes me feel emotions and random things that ive never felt before.. also, I have one thing im worried about, if he left me once because Rebecca said she still loved him and wanted to be with him (which makes me feel like he cares more about her feelings and what she wants more than what I want and how i feel by the way) then maybe she could make him break his promises, like staying with me and taking care of me.. it seems like all she has to do is tell him something and he does it... its kind of sad for me, but im sure shes happy about it and I dont think he even noticed..