I wish it were easy, I wish it were petty and simple and stupid and the only fights I ever had were with my friends about wearing the same outfit as me.. but thats not my life that isnt most ppls lives but my life seems to be harder and harder everyday people leave me, all the time the only person I've ever really honestly loved left me for an evil girl who just likes to use him and treats everyone like shit.. even Jon knows she's lying.. but.... What kind of idiot thinks its a good idea to theraten to kill themselves in order to keep someone in a relationship or make them "love" because they are only there now to keep you alive and thats not love..
I dont get it.. I love him so much but I guess I wasn't good enough once again. I'm tired and I'm alone and when he said he wanted to be friends again I was okay with that but now he wont even talk to me and when he does... all he says is thanks, okie, yeah... that just makes me miss him more...
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