Memorial Day Ritual

Otay so tell me if this is competely crazy cuz someone called me weird becasue of this today I mean yea I'm weird but its mean to say that just becasue of the way I celebrate memorial day. Okay so I go sit at the church and sing I've done that almost everyday for 3 years so since I was 10 and I've done this memorial day thing since I was 7 I mean I've lived here my whole entire life. So I sit at the church and sing my hippie songs (1) then I walk up to the cemetary (2) and I walk around mumbling a prayer thanking the lost souls for helping to give life by leaving theirs behind them and it's like a 30 minute prayer and then I finish the prayer and keep walking around the cemetary giving whatever I have to give that year normally its flowers or something but this year it was a wish of peace and love and a thanks of recycling their bodies, spirits, and minds for the souls that have not yet left the unknown world of beyond. (3) and I do this all barefoot I mean I walk around barefoot a lot and some people think it's rude for me to walk on the graves barefoot but isn't it worse to walk over them in shoes? besides I thank them for giving their bodies back to the earth and the people and animals of earth so why would they mind if I treat them as greatly as I treat the earth that I know nothing other than, it's a closeness thing to me (4) I leave the cemetary when I'm finished wishing the dead peace and thanking them all again for their gift and then I thank jesus and god and the spirit of the world for the gift of life (5) I honestly see no problem with this but I guess some people do. this is who I am and I'm sorry if you don't like it but I refuse to change for others
**PEACE**