Ick

So I'm going to this party for my ex girlfriend/ ex bestfriend.. its for her birthday and we're still friends but she went from like goth/emo to preppy beyond belief so all of her new friends kind of hate me and its really weird... so Im supposed to stay over all of the girls are tonight but Maggie and Marti hate me, Stashia doesnt know me.. and well the other girls are all preps or druggies like my brother and I quit smoking cigs and pot at the end of last year because I met Miah and I quit for him but if they smoke tonight I dont know what the hell Ill do... Im really anxious and not looking forward to tonight what-so-ever >< Ill miss Miahs and I dont even know if Im going to stay, depends if I have fun with the chicks too or just the guys (if just the guys Ill leave when they do) So joy and pray to who/whatever you pray to for me please?

love and cupcakes,
Kelsey Jane Holdridge ^ ^