Homecoming

I met Haili's boyfriend Mr. Kitten yesterday, I dont think he liked me : ( oh well I guesses

then I was forced to stay at Hayley's house with Chelsea

Hayley's mom made fun of my unique accent

hah who doesnt

even my "husband" says it makes me sound like a boy

(which is mean)

then today my brothers got all dressed up nice for the dance

I got asked by a few people

but I turned them down

because Im "married"

and I only want to dance with Miahs

but.. I can't take anyone to any dance when the get older than 20

my mom needs to meet him too

it's really funny my family

I love Jeremiah

I hope he never leaves me..

I try so hard to make it work every moment of my life

He's just too perfect

Ick

So I'm going to this party for my ex girlfriend/ ex bestfriend.. its for her birthday and we're still friends but she went from like goth/emo to preppy beyond belief so all of her new friends kind of hate me and its really weird... so Im supposed to stay over all of the girls are tonight but Maggie and Marti hate me, Stashia doesnt know me.. and well the other girls are all preps or druggies like my brother and I quit smoking cigs and pot at the end of last year because I met Miah and I quit for him but if they smoke tonight I dont know what the hell Ill do... Im really anxious and not looking forward to tonight what-so-ever >< Ill miss Miahs and I dont even know if Im going to stay, depends if I have fun with the chicks too or just the guys (if just the guys Ill leave when they do) So joy and pray to who/whatever you pray to for me please?

love and cupcakes,
Kelsey Jane Holdridge ^ ^

this is where i live

heh

hehe Im in love, all is well ^_^

Everything by lifehouse, lyrics

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in?
Take me deeper now?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Im hot

haha Im so tired and im burning up > >

haha I'm going to miss miahs over the school year when we can't talk as much but he is what I want for Christmas ^ ^

I dont remember any algebra >< haha fail

Miahs

Jeremiah is so perfect and i love him more than anything but sadly.... when he leaves me at night i can't exactly be too happy :(

Does anyone know what's wrong with me right now? I dont know if it has to do with miahs but all of a sudden im really hot like over heating... no reason o my god i hate that > <