Holy fuckin Jesus Christ!!!

Otay so I am so out of it now, like time is fucked up! I hate living in this fucking shit hole and with these people and I can't wait till emancipation! yea but I has a story! So I refused to take my like anti-hyper meds yesterday and then I had sugar, energy bar, candy and caffine which is 'mazing!!! **angel song** These things are not good combinations but.. then again it is so fucking fun! but then my mom got pissed and forced me to take my dose at night so I only took half of it this morning and it doesn't seem to work well! but I so learned my lesson: never take your meds unless you'll die if you dont haha!

Oh fuck!

Well, my brother, the eldest, was finally caught, he was busted with weed, we just go the damn call. he's in jail, dude he owes me 70$ and I'm never onna fuckin get it back. Worse yet I relized how truelly fucked up our family is. Everyone hates everyone, I can't wait until I'm 16 because if I have a job emancipation is the way...

EEEPPP!!!

holy fuck so the same like adorable guy who was at high jump at the meet who i liked is the guy who Jon is trying to set me up with, his name is Robert and hes so sweet and like fucking amazing, maybe there is a god after all cuz my pray, its basically been anwsered im so freaking happy! I really really like him like more than any one else, I really hope this works because hes amazing and i might maybe perhaps love him... tchao darlings <3

4/13/10 New!!

I haven't done much on this for awhile but hey!! I got my hair cut, I want a girlfriend or a boyfriend but no hot/nice/sweet/adorable people live by me sence he went and did that to himself* so I need cute emo girls/boys to move to Wisconsin so Please!!! Ugh! lol Well im over Jon in that way somewhat well I still love him but his friendship overpowers him, I'm going to randomly add pics every few days from now on! Bye! I'm on a fuckin Hippo!!! What now bitch?! lol

love ya,

Kelsey