Hello people of the internet. My name is Kelsi Jane Holdridge but When I am old enough to change that to only the past my name will be Sparrow Jane Alis. I am 13 years old and was born on April 1, at exactly 1:21 p.m. I am writing this in the hopes that someday someone will care about this and I will get out of this shitty ass village of Hatley Wisconsin, or on the sign for the "library" (if you can call it that) Hately and it's very very true that I hate it here.
I love singing and performing and making a fool of myself. I have battled with deep depression a few times when I'm already manic depressive or bi-polar. I am me and that's it, no label will ever fit my persona enough for me to truly be so. I am in fact though considered emo in the little school I go to in....weston...i think it is....well I dont care I hate school. Not for the reasons of my immature peers but only because I love learning and thinking but even being in all advanced classes only two of my teachers this year have taught me anything I didn't know. But one of those is math and Mrs. Stoffle, she is a wonderful teacher but math, they make sure to teach you in sections instead of the basic broad over veiw. But Mrs. Thompson is by far my favorite teacher of all time because not only does she teach the idiots I go to school with to read and understand but she teaches all students how it is to learn and I love her for that.
I have a very interesting way of veiw many things. mostly I see both sides to every story and then I choose the facts I think are more fitting for socitey. I am a libreal and if someone wants to smoke pot go ahead and let them, as long as they dont die or hurt anyone else who gives a fuck. I'm the weird chick in my school and I'm cool with that. I happen to be considered bisexual to society but I think everyone sees beauty in everything no matter what size, shape, or gender, love is something felt between to common people not two different sexes only. I'm also considered the emo girl because I'm emotional and I happen to enjoy the dark and dangerous style over pink crap and I happen to be more interesting than preps. I dont like labels but I use them because it's a human way of getting a point across. I wear gothic style and shop at hottopic alot, I love neon and black colored skinny jeans, and band tees, music is my life and one day I want to get out and be someone in the music world and see the natural world while doing it. but sometimes I'll wear a white sun dress or yellow that isn't neon. If I like the clothes I'm wearing I dont give a fuck about style or brand.
When I'm older I want to get a bellybutton, eyebrow and lots of ear pircings but also snakebites and a lot of tattoos I love body art! What I look for in... Guys: hair, eyes, personality (in any order) I guess I'm attracted to emos, punks, asians, and black guys but mostly just becasue they're ineteresting. Girls: emo girls or punk girls no prepy cheerleaders or Maggie E. kind of people.
What I want out of life is simple. Love, travel, being someone, getting out of wisconsin.
